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ÒgvÎ yB evjwZ nB‡Q, gvwm| gvqI Avgvi mv‡_ †UvKvB‡Q| VvÊv hLb †ewk †ewk co‡ZwQj gvqI wfZ‡i †M‡Q, Avgv‡iI UvBb¨v jBqv †M‡Q|Ó

wek¦i PvPviv †K‡ivwm‡bi eëmv K‡i| Zvi evev gviv †M‡Q Zvi ˆkk‡e, i³ewg K‡i| mKv‡j cyKziNv‡U wek¦i gv, mÜ¨vi mv‡_ †`Lv n‡j evwo‡Z †K‡ivwmb cvwV‡q w`‡Z e‡jwQj| †PvOv w`‡q wek¦ †K‡ivwmb Xv‡j Mfxi Awfwb‡e‡k| †hb GKUzI Kg bv nq, A_ev GKwe›`yI Dc‡P bv c‡o| euv nv‡Zi Kwbôvi bLwU Aci me b‡Li †P‡q eo| kxY©, k¨vgjv gy‡L eo-eo cvcwoi D¾¡j `yB †PvL|

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†K‡ivwmb Xvjv †k‡l w`wM¦Rqxi nvwm| †nbv e‡j, ÒZzB †Zv †eUv eo nqv †MQm| †K‡ivwmb Xvjv wkLv †MQm|Ó

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Ò†Zvi gv‡qi Kgy Gnb GKUv weqv Kivqv w`‡Z|Ó

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ag©fxi“ cvwK —vwb kvwn`vi Kv‡Q, bvwmgvi ^vgx-mš—vb nZ¨vi †P‡qI mevB wg‡j †g‡qUv‡K al©Y Ki‡e Zv nq‡Zv AviI †ewk cvc-KvR g‡b n‡q‡Q| A_ev nq‡Zv Zvi ¯^vgx-mš—vb nZ¨vi Aciva‡eva †_‡KB Zv‡K cvwj‡q †h‡Z mvnvh¨ K‡i‡Q †m|

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I‡V| nvum¸‡jv‡K LvIqv‡bv‡Z e¨ — wek¦ ivRx‡ei mv‡_ †Lj‡Z Avmvi K_v we¯§„Z n‡q hvq|

MÖv‡gi cv‡kB _vbvkn‡i cvwK¯—vwb ˆmb¨ †b‡g‡Q e‡j mviv MÖv‡g AvZ¼ Qovq| A‡b‡KB MÖvg †Q‡o cvjv‡e wKbv †f‡e †cÛyjv‡gi g‡Zv †`v yj `yj‡Q| MÖv‡g MÖv‡g kvwš— KwgwU ˆZwi n‡q‡Q| w`‡b iv‡Z mÜ¨vq gvby‡li wdmwdm †kvbv hvq| gv‡S gv‡S wKQ~ †jvKRb †cvUjv-†evuPKv wb‡q cÖvq wbtk‡ã MÖvg †Q‡o P‡j hvq| MÖv‡g wd‡i Avmvi ci †_‡K †nbv cÖvq cÖwZ iv‡Z `yt ^cœ ‡`‡L, GgbwK w`‡bi †ejv Nygv‡jI yt¯‡cœ, f‡q †R‡M I‡V|

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w`‡bi †ejv evev-gv‡qiv cÖvYvš— †Póv K‡i mš—vb‡K N‡i †eu‡a ivL‡Z| Gi gv‡SI wkï wK‡kv‡iiv evev-gv‡qi †Mi¯’vwj e¨ —Zvi dvuK M‡j †ewi‡q c‡o `yiš—cbvq| w`‡bi Av‡jv dzU‡ZB evZv‡mi meyR avb‡¶‡Z †XD‡qi nvZQvwb D¾¡j SKS‡K w`‡bi Av‡jvi D™¢vm Zv‡ì g‡bi hveZxq k¼v ~i K‡i †`q| evB‡ii big evZvm Zv‡ì DZjv K‡i| e„wó‡Z †f‡R| cyKz‡i ev b`x‡Z muvZivq| gv‡V ¸jwZ Avi mvZPvov ‡L‡j| mevi wdmwdmvwb †_‡K msµwgZ AvZ‡¼i †gqv` ivwÎi AÜKvi ch©š—B| †nbv‡ì MÖv‡g hy×Kvjxb cÖ_g nZ¨vi msev`wU Av‡b Lv‡jKDwÏb| AvgMv‡Q Szjv‡bv jvkwU †m cÖ_g †`‡LwQj †Rvni bvgvR †_‡K †divi c‡_|

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Your hair, my favorite touch

Your eyes my favorite sight

Your cheeks my favorite color

Your ears, my favorite whisper

Your lips, my favorite kiss

Your voice, my favorite symphony

Your smile, my favorite aim

Your presence, my favorite hope

Your touch my hottest feeling

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Close your eyes and I’ll be on my way.

One more time let me kiss you.

Now the time comes to leave you

Every song I sing, I sing for you

When I come back I’ll bring your wedding ring

So kiss me and smile for me

Hold me like you never let me go.

I’m leaving on a jet plane

Don’t know when I’ll be back again.

Oh babe, I had to go.

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‘I hope you are fine. I am OK, but still a bit “lazy” and not focused.’

‘I am sitting in my office and looking out at RAIN, RAIN and even more rain.’

‘I look forward to the weekend. I have no big plans for it, maybe some night clubs.’

‘It has been a long period since I did any physical training, but now I am back on track and I am motivated. I am actually going to the gym after I send you this mail. Later this afternoon I am invited by my neighbours for dinner. He

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is a Norweigian, married to a British lady. The are very nice and have helped me a lot since I came to London for the first time.’

‘Last evening , I went to a night club. I even danced, which I seldom do.’

‘I have registered in a course: “how to make South Italian food”. This course is held close to where I live. I am a bit curious. I am sure I will pick up some new practical knowledge.

‘The Italian food evening class yesterday was excellent. Good atmosphere, a lot of useful advice. We were only 9 participants there. I will have to practice some of the dishes, perhaps Saturday or Sunday, when I’ll have a bit of time.’

‘Today I am working on a lecture I am going to give next week. I bought 2 more paintings (as well as 4 black-and-white photos) on Sunday. I just walked by an art gallery and decided to go inside for a look.’

‘My daughter mailed me yesterday, she is in doubt whether she should take a break in her studies (for 6 months– backpacking in New Zealand or Aus) or continue with her studies. She asked for my opinion.’

‘Last evening I was a bit depressed and decided to go out just to see people. I went to a bar downtown, but it was no fun at all. I had one glass of wine & went home.’

‘I got hold of my daughter, and she was in a good mood, looking forward to see her tomorrow in Sydney. She has an exam on Monday.’

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‘I will be in Thailand on the 21st, next Friday. I will return to London 14 December. ’

‘Best regards from Thailand. Presently, I am in Ao Nang. Tomorrow I have a ferry ticket to Phi Phi. I will stay there till Friday. Then I will take the ferry to Phuket and spend one night there. Saturday afternnoon I will fly back to Bangkok and then it is a flight to London late in the evening. ’

‘I am fine, I was stuck in Bangkok for a few extra days, due to the demonstrations. I had a ticket for Krabi, flying south 26th, but I have postponed it till 4th December. Presently, I am on an island, Koh Chang, close to the Cambodian border. I took a bus for 5 hours, plus a ferry. I am staying at a nice resort. I rented a bungalow down at the sea. This morning I was awake because of the sound from the waves. Today, I went to a very nice fishermen village, the place was just lovely.’

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